Something to say about Jobs Fair...ad lib to make it sound a lil pleasant

On the 1st day of May, a Jobs Fair was held in SM City Davao, Philippines and was conducted by a lot of company representatives for them to find suitable employees for those job vacancies in their companies. Many jobless people flock along with their resumes to the entertainment area of SM City Davao to apply for those job vacancies that were presented but sad to say only few were accepted compared to the amount of people who went there to apply. Different jobless batch went there to apply for work but at the end of the day majority of them went home remaining jobless. Others despite not being hired were not disappointed because the place became a reunion site for most fresh graduates and those people who haven't seen their friends for quite some time until that day due to losing communication because of accidentally losing the other person's contact number or other source of communication that will enable a person to keep on communicating another person. Greetings, laughing and chatting became the main event for most people there who knew each other. Sandals, Heels and Shoes became the measurement of a person's ability to keep up in their standing position while waiting for their turn to be interviewed because the time length of your varicose veins to ache depends on the type of footwear your wearing. If your wearing a Steleto type of footwear, expect that your legs will feel pain faster than wearing a flat sandals. Smokers seem to can't wait more longer in line because their cigarette cravings are stronger compared to their drive to be employed and lazy people have lesser opportunities to be hired because of their laziness to line-up to those long-slow-moving lines. But eventhough not everyone got hired, attending Jobs Fair is still worth spending some of their time because it became one of the ways to measure their eagerness and patience in applying for a Job.

QUESTION: Tell me about Yourself...(A determined Lazy Applicant)

My name is Cyndy Basas born on the 3rd day of the month of July in the year 1985. I am currently living in Davao City, Philippines but have lots of plans in going abroad. The only problem is it will remain as a "plan" because I am the type of person who keeps on planning and dreaming about big things to happen in my life but have lesser abilities to make those dreams happen. Or maybe my dreams are just too high that even my height can't reach it. My height is 4'11 with a weight of 47 kilos but has a very attractive face according to my own eyes. By the way, can i laugh at this part?? Hahaha. I'm 20/20 vision with a wavy hair and a Fair looking skin whenever I'm sitting beside dark colored women. I also love to joke around sometimes when I'm in the mood like what I just wrote awhile ago. Anyway, I graduated last April 10, 2010 at John Paul II College of Davao with a degree of Bachelor of Science in Business Administration major in Marketing. So, at present I am currently looking for a job and currently looking for a job to me means I'll look for a job not just in Job Fairs held at malls but also Jobs that are posted on the internet. So, ill keep on looking, meaning just look at it with my two eyes and read it. Just keep on reading their descriptions and then move away my eyeballs to look for another Job again that I'll just end up reading again their descriptions but not applying for any. Is there a job where all I'll do is read their descriptions?? where I'll keep on reading and reading but not applying??..hehe... joke
Anyway, I haven't receive my TOR yet or Transcript of Records to make it longer.., because I just graduated last month.. but still I am very eager to find a job.

ME being SINGLE......writing is my thing thats why I'm writing whats on my Mind

There are so many singles around hoping to get in-a-relationship with another single like them yet when its already infront of them they refuse to see..why is that?? actually finding a partner this days is so easy coz we are now living in a Hi-Tech World...but why is it that there are still a lot of singles out there? even I, im still single and my sister too at the age of 30..haha...Anyway, sometimes when loneliness gets me, i could think of just getting myself a BF and just be in-a-relationship just so i could say i have a BF...but then again if ill do that i could see myself as a person whose immature....why? because if ill do just that then being Single for quite awhile would turn into waste coz i did not stay single for long just to be in-a-relationship again where its like i did not learn anything from the past....never again will i be in a relationship where our minds don't meet coz thats a stressful relationship....there will be hold backs,limitations and indirect conversations where too many adjustments needed just so youll become compatible with each other...Love?? when your in a relationship and years will pass, Love eventually diminishes from one of you and when that happens having a conversation with your partner will be difficult coz from the very beginning you were not compatible with each other, both of you just became compatible  because of those adjustments you made with each other and when your love is gone you will stop adjusting, why is that?? coz you'll run out of reasons to adjust anymore coz you simple just fell out of love....Meeting someones mind is important and thats what i learned from my past relationships coz if your minds meet then saying whats on your mind all the time wont be difficult and being compatible with each other becomes spontaneous and easy at the same time, it becomes something natural on both your part...

If ill be in a relationship again it is important for me to meet someones mind so i could easily say directly whats on my mind... coz not being able to speak directly whats on my mind when im in a relationship will become a breading ground for silent pains in my heart.....

Anyway,the greatest Lesson Ive learned from my past relationships is never Lie and never try to hide anything from your partner coz you will never be completely happy in a relationship if you have lies inside that relationship.

Talking about Friendship....

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On my constant interaction with different people from elem-highschool-college-work..

 "Most group of friends who are happy with their friendship always claims and sees themselves as the best group of friends that ever exist compared to other people who have group of friends.." --but the thing is they weren't there the whole time in other people's lives and the same goes to those other people who also think the same.

 SO HOW WILL THEY KNOW THAT OTHERS AREN'T BEST?

Went out last night and got home in the morning..i'm with my 4th yr highschool fren,weve been friends for 10yrs now and in those yrs we've gone through a lot already,had fights,make-up and really been through a lot..constantly seeing each other despite dwelling in different environments...THEN the other group of friends were with last night claims they have the best friendship compared to ours,and my friend also claims our group of friends is the best compared to their friendship coz we've been through a lot together as in really-really a lot... ANYWAY,On my opinion today, i can't say who's friendship is better coz i wasn't their in those peoples lives so i wasn't their to watch how they are with each other through the years they've been together...and also,i've been to a lot of friendships too who claims the same..had a friend in grade 6 who became my bestfriend till college who claims our friendship is better than my childhood bestfriend,and that time my childhood bestfriend and me also thinks the same "ours is better than others"..when i entered 2nd yr highschool,also had group of friends there that still exist today and the same with everyone else,this group of friends also thinks our group of friends is the best,no need to drink or take drugs to act crazy and have fun coz everyone's cracked when their together.. in my Davaodoc days,our group of friends also claims our friendship is the best compared to others group of friends inside the classroom coz everyday is like a laughing day..i think my 3rd yr highschool friendship is the only group of friends that don't claim the same, and i think it's because when we get to college a gap regarding the likes and dislikes of my two friends here became way too big..the other one became girly and sausy type while the other one remains so simple,so none of them kept seeing each other if i'm not around coz they don't have the same likes..I'm like the middle in this group of friends,i can be girly with that girly-social friend and i can also be cowgirl and simple when i'm with my simple friend..but i'm much closer to this simple friend coz our communication is always there despite the years, while with my girly-friend it's like we only communicate each other when were gonna see each other, then she disappears for awhile then reappears again, and you can't contact her easily, it's something like you have to wait if she feels like contacting you, so the friendship is something unstable eventhough it lasted for years coz you have to depend on how she feels..unlike my other friend and group of friends,if you happen to lose communication,you still know how to find each other coz its something stable..Anyway, in this group of friends, I'm also much closer to this Cowgirl-Simple friend coz i'm already close to her family coz of years of friendship i had with her..In those years i always stay in their house to visit,sleep,eat and other stuff,her mom also already saw me crying coz of something in the past coz i have already become open to this family ..this is also the friend whose home i see as my 2nd home coz of everything that has happened in all those years of friendship i had with her and spending days in her house and family..but eventhough my friendship with her is like that,it doesn't mean i don't need my other friends coz for me all of them are best coz each of my longtime group of friends has different qualities that i love and misses when im not seeing them that makes me feel that i have the best friendship with them whenever i'm with each of them...i think the only time i didn't felt It was the best friendship with one group was when we had a fight where for 9months we didn't see each other and that was the longest time i never saw them..thankfully we make up on christmas day and it felt good again ^_^

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So i guess when people claims their friendship is the best compared to other people's friendship its because they feel genuine happiness on those friends they found.

Why is it that you realize you love your ex so much when his already with someone else??

I thought about it for weeks and now i came to realize that I just cannot hate him or get angry with Him because he has fallen for someone else... Why?? simple because back in college when we broke up march 2009, after my OJT he contacted me and I told him bluntly that the relationship cannot be fix because i've completely fallen out of love with him. Inside 2years and 5months when we were separated from each other after our break-up he never gave up on me, and everytime I kept reminding him of how much i've fallen out of love with him as in totally i have no more feelings for Him he never turned bitter on Me. He never got angry with Me or even tried replacing me despite my bluntness with him...He knows the painful things that i'm doing where i think other guys will find it hard to accept if they were on his shoes. BUT he never left and never turned bitter on me despite everything that i've done when were apart. He still remained a friend to me despite everything.
THIS TIME...after thinking a lot, I actually understand why he has fallen..he is undergoing the common phase that most people undergo after break-up..battling your weakness and vulnerability...You will give-in if you are spiritually weak, BUT you can survive on your own "Alone" if you can keep a strong spirit and rational mind while dealing with mix emotions in trying to surpass the pain caused by break-up..
{{IF YOU ARE UGLY or your partner is so ugly, DON'T WORRY too much..only few people will attempt to take advantage of the person's vulnerability, that is if his not the one making a move to move on from the relationship..(just kidding ;) hehe....}}
WHAT HAPPENED to our relationship??... i broke up with Him and he felt down..then a girl notice how down he is so this girl started approaching Him and started consoling Him (mined you, His not ugly and his now a manger in a particular area of that company so ofcourse He is now attractive to other women inside that company)... in my absence this girl kept approaching Him and cared for him when he is down, and because of that care He started opening up about the problems we had in our relationship and the girl is giving him advices on how to get over me easily. He felt comfort out of the girl's presence and slowly he developed feelings for her.... While Me on the other hand was hoping he'll learn and do something about what's wrong with our relationship and why i have to end it... BUT the opposite happened.. I discovered his starting to have feelings for someone else, the one who generously lend him her shoulders for him to lean on when were apart...until finally his feelings are no longer mine anymore... and because of that I felt tremendous pain. I thought I'm not really inlove with Him before because when we used to be together i can still think of someone else..but when i discovered his falling for someone else I realize how painful it is to know that he has finally got over me because his feelings are no longer mine... Reading how he is hurting from someone else on his wall is not so easy to take.. BUT i cannot hate Him, I cannot be bitter with Him.. i tried ranting to myself about his bad sides BUT it's not enough to make me hate Him...simply because no matter how much i'll think about his wrong doings, THE good side in him that he has shown to me before when we first broke-up on how he was taking it without thoughts of replacing me is dominating in my mind more than the reason why i'm feeling this tremendous pain now, which is caused by Him having feelings for someone else. I cannot hate Him because he never once hated me inside 2years and 5months of our break-up.. I cannot be bitter with him because he was never bitter with me inside 2years and 5months of our break-up.. He never left me as a friend despite knowing I'm NOT inlove with him anymore inside those years, and the fact that he knows the things i've been doing which isn't good those times when were apart... He waited for Me.. Everytime i'm breaking up with someone else those times He kept coming back to me, to ask me If he can again be my boyfriend, BUT I always turned Him down, telling him i have no more feelings for Him. BUT still He remained my friend despite my bluntness to him. Until finally after 2years and 5months of our break up I gave him a chance....and that's why we got back together.
So...if i'll only think about my own feelings now on how hurt I am because his falling for someone else, that will be too selfish of Me because those times when i was having feelings for someone else He never left Me as a friend.
Anyway, a relationship is composed of two things Happy days and Bad days...why is there a need for me to think too much of the bad days when actually in our whole relationship those bad days are only small portions of the whole relationship?!...in my mind i am fighting my own thoughts..I shouldn't let pain dominate me more coz that will lead me to focus only on the bad side instead of thinking also about the good side that mostly composed our relationship.
Anyway, CURRENTLY we are friends.. the other girl has turn cold on him because she is confuse if he still got feelings for me or not because until now he hasn't change his status or remove my pictures on his profile. She even asked him why he is seeing me last time when we shouldn't be seeing each other anymore because we already broke up..it's more like we shouldn't be friends because we already broke up....the girl doesn't feel secure with his feelings for her. So the girl made a move to get over him by turning cold and being with someone else infront of Him. And seeing the other girl with someone else brings him pain which became the reason why in his wall he is suffering... As a friend, i am obliged to give him a more rational advice instead of a selfish one even if it means my own advice will hurt me... I told him "i'll give way coz i'm his ex..if He likes her it will be hard for him to convince her that he is no longer inlove with me if he is still friends with me and his profile still got pictures of Me, plus the fact that it is still in a relationship with me in his profile".
He is currently battling between the commitment he made with me and the feelings he now has for someone else that's why he doesn't wanna remove our photos...
AND ME on the other hand doesn't like competition. If someone wants my guy, i will give way if he has fallen for that someone, because i don't wanna keep Him by my side if He is no longer inlove with me because that would mean being with me won't be able to make him Happy anymore...BUT i can be a friend to Him if his not with someone else... I told Him to let go of our friendship because i'm his ex, it is not healthy to keep me as a friend if he wants his new interest to feel secure with him. But He doesn't want to let go, instead He told me if She can't understand our friendship then it's better if he won't continue pursuing her at all, instead he'll try to forget his feelings for her because his next GF should be able to understand that part. The part where Me and Him are still friends despite the break-up.
ANYWAY, eventhough it's somewhat heart melting to know his choosing our friendship instead of this new girl that he likes.. I'm not really holding on to his words and keep-in-mind that He can keep it... Because in this world, A lot could happen.. If you'll say something now, what you say now might change later due to mix emotions and undergoing different pressures of different situations that can caused alterations on how you meant it last time when you said it and how you'll feel after surpassing all of those pressures and circumstances that will take part on the coming days that hasn't pass yet...which can make you forget the used-to-be feeling when you said it. 
AGAIN: A lot could happen...so what is being said now might change when being thrown a lot of different situations and circumstances that can cause alterations in a person's state of mind and heart.

CAN I WHINE??????!!!!!!

duh oi!!!...been reading about Stock Market coz I'm trying to educate myself how to trade so later when I start working I will trade as well. Whats my reason?? i'm not a shopaholic so i'm looking for something  i'll enjoy buying like how people enjoy buying clothes...and now I bump into this guy on the Net who trade in Stock Market and tells me to start in Forex???.....hayyyyy..... I had a lot of free Forex Ebooks before and also saved some websites/blogsites for me to read But i deleted them all after reading some philippine review about Forex trading coz they say it's more difficult compared to Stock Market and it's hard to find a genuine Online Broker for it....and now I bump into this guy where we are talking about Online trading and advices me to start in Forex??? can i just say i finally made my mind think of Stock Market more than Forex and now i'll bump into this guy who easily gave me a Link where He trades in Forex?? He says it's one of the most reliable and honest brokers on the web... Haaaayyyyy....Why now and not before?? ...haaayyyy talaga!!...  why did I discover this at the time where I finally got the gots to start doing an online Stock trading game at PSE eventhough i know to myself I'm not ready yet to practice playing coz i haven't read all the Ebooks i've downloaded about Stock Market..doing the trading Game was last on my list before i'll do the actual trade... Anyway, i'm kinda in a rush this days after hearing from my sister that my Mom has plans on borrowing my savings coz again were gonna run out of money coz they invested it on another Liability which is a House!!...a House with no plans!! meaning to say my father dictates what he wants in that house where whenever he finds something he doesn't like while the carpenters are building it He tells them to change it, and it's been happening again and again and again..No accurate plan,always indecisive...He doens't even have an anticipated month where it should be finish!! and also won't listen to advices coz He thinks his Genuis...haaayyy...sometimes i think the salary we pay to the ones building it is even bigger than the amount we spend for the house...this is always our problem for years...No Financial management!! since i was little until I grew up We keep selling our Lands to survive the effects of Stupid Lack of Financial Management!!.. and now i try not to spend a lot on useless things, i didn't even gave myself a vacation like what my sister did after receiving her money she went to HongKong, went to Manila, Eat anywhere and buy things....while me I didn't do all that coz i wanted to do something else later on, I'm trying to save so later on when I know I'm ready I can make my savings grow faster instead of always spending on things that later on i know it will not matter to Me anymore coz i'll just forget about it like how it felt after living in Manila for months year 2004, if i'll look back it felt like i really didn't stayed there, I'm actually left with very little memory now, even with cebu..it's like nothing happened...so now I'm trying to save coz I wanted to do something in the future, Then i'll just receive a bad news where my savings will also be included later on in this useless piece of Liability that cannot generate income coz it's a House??!!...if it's something else like way more important than a House, taking my savings is okey especially if it concerns health..But since i find it unimportant coz it's just a House, we still have a House anyway so it's really somewhat disturbing to me...if it's about Health that is important, but since it's just a House i find it really unimportant,such a waste!!!.... The House should have been finish by now if only my father will stop acting like an engineer and leave it to the carpenters instead of always changing something whenever his mind change and he wants to change some of it's interior design and division.. it's such a waste of time and money.. You see.. the thing about money is that No matter how small it is if You have Financial management it will grow, But if you don't have Financial Management No matter How Big it is it will eventually diminish until it's Gone...They never learn from the Past.. Still No Financial Management.

PLANS FOR 2012

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!!!! ^_^ 
Hope the changes I made in my Facebook Account will help me spend less time on FB now and focus more on other things that I consider more productive than opening my Facebook Account. Hope I can spend more time on reading now about the two things that I told myself to read, so later the knowledge that i will accumulate from what i'll read will help me in my future plans....
There are a lot of things I can think of that can help bring profit when it comes to investing, but due to past experience where me and my sister failed in that partnership. I learned that if you don't have a lot of luck in you, you need to think first, do research before jumping into something that will scrape all your savings account and left you with liabilities that you need to take care until its over. Failure is good coz you will learn something, but if your savings is limited then you need to think first to be able to minimize too much failures.
I hope this year I wont be lazy enough not to read the two things that i said i will focus reading, coz if I will be...then i guess i'll be forever afraid of taking a risk due to lack of knowledge that brings me fear and lowers my confidence.
......If in the end I still have the same feeling, then i guess i'll result into Working for the rest of my Life instead of doing something else like what my father always tells us to do and think of instead of working until i grew old and gray....