CAN I WHINE??????!!!!!!

duh oi!!!...been reading about Stock Market coz I'm trying to educate myself how to trade so later when I start working I will trade as well. Whats my reason?? i'm not a shopaholic so i'm looking for something  i'll enjoy buying like how people enjoy buying clothes...and now I bump into this guy on the Net who trade in Stock Market and tells me to start in Forex???.....hayyyyy..... I had a lot of free Forex Ebooks before and also saved some websites/blogsites for me to read But i deleted them all after reading some philippine review about Forex trading coz they say it's more difficult compared to Stock Market and it's hard to find a genuine Online Broker for it....and now I bump into this guy where we are talking about Online trading and advices me to start in Forex??? can i just say i finally made my mind think of Stock Market more than Forex and now i'll bump into this guy who easily gave me a Link where He trades in Forex?? He says it's one of the most reliable and honest brokers on the web... Haaaayyyyy....Why now and not before?? ...haaayyyy talaga!!...  why did I discover this at the time where I finally got the gots to start doing an online Stock trading game at PSE eventhough i know to myself I'm not ready yet to practice playing coz i haven't read all the Ebooks i've downloaded about Stock Market..doing the trading Game was last on my list before i'll do the actual trade... Anyway, i'm kinda in a rush this days after hearing from my sister that my Mom has plans on borrowing my savings coz again were gonna run out of money coz they invested it on another Liability which is a House!!...a House with no plans!! meaning to say my father dictates what he wants in that house where whenever he finds something he doesn't like while the carpenters are building it He tells them to change it, and it's been happening again and again and again..No accurate plan,always indecisive...He doens't even have an anticipated month where it should be finish!! and also won't listen to advices coz He thinks his Genuis...haaayyy...sometimes i think the salary we pay to the ones building it is even bigger than the amount we spend for the house...this is always our problem for years...No Financial management!! since i was little until I grew up We keep selling our Lands to survive the effects of Stupid Lack of Financial Management!!.. and now i try not to spend a lot on useless things, i didn't even gave myself a vacation like what my sister did after receiving her money she went to HongKong, went to Manila, Eat anywhere and buy things....while me I didn't do all that coz i wanted to do something else later on, I'm trying to save so later on when I know I'm ready I can make my savings grow faster instead of always spending on things that later on i know it will not matter to Me anymore coz i'll just forget about it like how it felt after living in Manila for months year 2004, if i'll look back it felt like i really didn't stayed there, I'm actually left with very little memory now, even with cebu..it's like nothing happened...so now I'm trying to save coz I wanted to do something in the future, Then i'll just receive a bad news where my savings will also be included later on in this useless piece of Liability that cannot generate income coz it's a House??!!...if it's something else like way more important than a House, taking my savings is okey especially if it concerns health..But since i find it unimportant coz it's just a House, we still have a House anyway so it's really somewhat disturbing to me...if it's about Health that is important, but since it's just a House i find it really unimportant,such a waste!!!.... The House should have been finish by now if only my father will stop acting like an engineer and leave it to the carpenters instead of always changing something whenever his mind change and he wants to change some of it's interior design and division.. it's such a waste of time and money.. You see.. the thing about money is that No matter how small it is if You have Financial management it will grow, But if you don't have Financial Management No matter How Big it is it will eventually diminish until it's Gone...They never learn from the Past.. Still No Financial Management.